I will never let go of you

"I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing it loud
You've been dealt the hard hand"

I can't express the pain I feel on this day every year. The time goes by and the pain remains. Jackson and I are getting bundled up to go to the exact place where we sit and remember....."It is like a huge hole has been punched through my chest, but in a way I'm glad. The pain is the only reminder he was real"

Please hold your baby today, love them, kiss them, hug them and never let go.